almost normal?

it almost seemed normal - but then again, what is normal? i think i have been confused as to the nature of it all, and yet i am constantly reminded that it is driven by nature. what seemed "proactive" turned out to be reactive, and even distructive in a "growth kind of way." nothing is right, and nothing is wrong; nothing is good, and nothing is bad; nothing is right and nothing is left; nothing is black and nothing is white - welcome to my world :)

pax